Des is half drunk already.

Jansen can't stand him! Decided to eat him up!

Des: Anything lor! Just eat me up!

What's wrong with the tissue paper?

He actually look for a piece of tissue paper just to take this shot.

Group shots !

Naked boy at home!

He loves to drink !

Jansen's self shots ... Censored!

HAHAHA. Look at the length of his hair! And he complains that it's short!

Have a fun Christmas ! :)

Wednesday noon

I was home until my brother decided to go to Causeway Point's Nokia Service Centre.
Christmas' approaching! How can we forget about the Christmas tree & pressies? :)


Addy !


Addy & Alvin !

Wednesday night

Waited for Kenny to book out and met him in town. Together with Tian Song, De Xiu + Kailing, Dickson, Tingy and etc, we decided to head down to Zouk. Damn, I forgot all about the holiday eve. The queue was too long! Even with the membership/Citibank clear card, you wouldn't get the priority queue. Next option is MOS! Many many many people, but the queue move rather fast. Then, we didn't enjoy much. Kenny & I headed home first.


Tian Song !


Kenny !


Ming Herng ! (the NS boy)

The next day, I woke up at 8:30am, and got myself prepared. Took a bus down to Serangoon where I will be helping a bunch of RP students for their FYP. They're Mango's friends. The filming took place at Mandy's place and there were 5 scenes for me. The scenes are really alright. I just had to be myself and it's about those typical Channel5 drama where a bad girl turns good. And i'm her bestfriend who'll be there for her. I hope they will send me the video when they're done with the editing part. Again, I hope I did help them! :)

After Mandy's place, there's a scene at Far East Plaza. We decided to take our lunch and continue filming along the street of Far East Plaza. A scene where I will go shoplifting with Michelle. HAHAHA!

After a long day, I met up with Kent for dinner + movie at Plaza Singapura.


The lobster is gooooooodgoooooooodgoooooooood! :D

Throughout the movie Golden Compass, I slept for the first half of the show and concentrate on the second half. I was too tired! :( Sorry, Kent. Shopped around Daiso before we took a cab home. And it wasn't the end of the day for me! My brother and Addy was waiting for me downstairs so that I can go down to JS Club with them. And supper at Geylang aftermath. By 4am, my eyes are really tired!

This term break is still not fruitful enough. I need to do something meaningful!
Till then, Cheerios! :)

**Very wordy entry**
I don't have any pictures to post.

Oh mannnn! Can you feel the Christmas mood?! I wanna shop for Xmas gifts and just go jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the wayyyy..

I went shopping with SW and saw nothing that caught our eyes, after 4 hours of walking in and out of the boutiques. Gosh, that Gucci Signature Stripe has been on my mind every night! Throughout the whole shopping trip, I have been comtemplating on if I should get that. Everyone's saying that I'm crazy! :( But, it's really lovely.

Supposed to meet Miss Khai (secondary school humanities teacher) for dinner with the rest of the classmates, but she cancelled it. Won't be able to see her till 4 years later. She's off to further her studies! Awwwwww, miss her man! After knowing that the dinner was called off, Ivan still insisted on meeting up. So, while waiting for him to arrive in town, SW accompanied me till dinner time, in fact, till the both of us was about to faint. I decided to just take a train and have dinner near our place. On the way, Ivan called. Ohwells, see you after your Taiwan trip :) Have fun! And thanks for the supper and the short trip back to my place.

Have been working during the weekends. And it's nice to work with the people you know. I was deployed to AMK Hub Arrow Communication. Kai Si & Miko were there. And the staffs there are really friendly. Kent drop by to accompany me for lunch. Thanks :)

After work, I met Kenny just now for awhile. Waited for him to finish his work and headed to Cineleisure and dined at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe. I was craving for Xiao Long Bao! But, it wasn't available!

Tmr's the start of the term break! I will make full use of this break to clear everything that has been due. Most importantly, I need a day off to clear some mixed feelings on my mind. I really need to!! Faizah, you're joining me, yes?! Self-reflection day!

To end this entry, I have a song recommended by Ruz & Azmi.
Heard it when we're over at Yani's place on MTV.
It's niceeeeeeeeeee!

Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When I see your smile
tears roll down my face
I can't replace.

And now that I'm strong I have figured out
how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul,
and I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's ok
It's ok
It's ok

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
and stars are falling all for us
days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

Cause you're my
you're my, my
my true love
my whole heart
please don't throw that away.

Cause I'm here, for you
please don't walk away and
please tell me you'll stay, stay..

Use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and I know I'll be okay
though my skies are turning gray.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven.
(repeat)

Zhao An Ni Hao! Jin Tian Hui Gen Hao! :)

I'm gonna take my XML practical test at 11am, and I hope everything else goes well.
I'm skipping my OS lecture because of this highly weightage test. Freaking 20%!
And I can't make it to my brother's Passing Out Parade at Tekkong! :(

I went to bed without studying that I have to. Now, I just bathed. And better get my ass on serious work! Goodbye.

All these days, I have been hiding my feelings. Deep down, I'm feeling terrible. I have never felt this way since long ago.

Lonely.

During the night, I turn to my side and see no one beside me. All I see is the darkness! I tell myself I have to stand strong with my decisions and never look back. Then, I wake up the next day feeling that I've contridicted myself again and again.

Say it isn't so.

I always expect a lot! Then, I will get a lot of disapointments. I know this myself, but I just couldn't help it! Feeling is uncontrollable.

Everyday, I told myself that, "I must make today a wonderful day." Once it's bed time, many things flashes through my mind. And it's mostly all the good memories that I'm missing. I never thought it will hurt so much. I never thought I will feel this way again.

This is why I always say, "Expect the unexpected!"

It's was all fun, fun & more fun!

My day started off at 11am yesterday. I complete my tutorials and rested for awhile. Watched 881 on DVD. (HAHA! Sounds of auntie.) Met up with Yani, Ruz & Azmi at Junction8 for dinner at Pastamania. Took a bus down to Harbour Front and change to the Sentosa bus.

All feeling so excited! :D

Then, it came the fun part! Raspberry Vodka nits!

Entered the different arenas and danced all the way from 12am-7am! We only took a short break of approximately 30minutes!

The people, the songs, the atmosphere was all right! TOTALLY CRAZYYYY!

We shall party hard at next year's ZoukOut again yo!

I needa go have my dinner and try to do some studying. :)
Have a fresh week tmr! Cheerios!

Today, marks our 1st Anniversary.
Today, I'm supposed to be at a hotel enjoying this special moment with you.

Today, the thought of you really makes my heart aches.
Today, the thought of us not together makes me feel lost.
Today, your message to me makes me tear.

I'm still missing you!

I don't know why am I feeling this way when I'm the one who made this decision.
Sigh..

I have many many many many things to do over the weekends.
And I will be going for ZoukOut this Saturday!
How to survive, like that?! :( :( :(

HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!

And BingXi remind me of a childhood song. Here it goes..

Oh my darling, oh my darling, oh my darling, I LOVE YOU!
You're pretty, You're so cute,
Oh my darling, I LOVE YOU!

Childhood songs like this really brightens up my day! :) :) :) :)

I'm missing many many many many people :D

This feeling is really sucky.

I lost my phone last night! It's not about the phone being expensive or whatever. It's the contacts! I got important people's contacts like school mates, people that I have worked with and all. :(

I'm sure that the girl who keeps denying after I confronted her (I had an eye witness as well. Now, I hate girls wearing gold dress!) will not have any good ending! Her phone will drop into the toilet bowl tonight & my phone will refuse to switch on! Teeheeeeeheeee.

Retarded! I have a phone now, without SIM card. :(
No more z370. I have to use back the k800i already. sigh sigh !

Friends, sms/call me after tmr night to give me your contacts :) thankyouverymuch.

Last night after night lecture, I met Beatrice at Chomp Chomp for a catching up session over dinner and chilled out at Coffee Bean. It was all good! :) Thank you for listening to me all these while! :)

Quite some time back, after Beatrice's birthday celebration, she sent me an email. Attached is this:

This is really heartfelt :) How 2 strangers become a pair of good friend sharing the same interests! Sometimes, I would feel that I don't have any friends around me, perhaps, not many. Then, the thought of my girlfriends made me feel blessed!

I miss KEJIA & CLARA! :(

Gonna pack my stuffs for tmr's lessons. And I'm going to meet Wei Shan! It's her birthday celebration tonight! *Update on this tmr!*

I'm always late for morning lessons. Either that, or I will be a blur sotong. One of the Mondays, I walked into the class happily with my Ipod plugged into the ear. Everyone was starring at me!

"Clara, lesson ending already!"

me: "No lah! Lesson starts at 10am what (when that time was 9:50am)."

"HUH?! 9am lah!"

I checked my organizer and found, it really starts at 10am. I became very sad, because I made an effort to do my tutorial. And yet, I didn't make it for lesson. Luckily, the tutor was nice enough to look through my tutorial and mark me present. :)

Today, I remembered myself switching off the alarm clock and went back to sleep. The next moment I woke up, it was 9:30am already! WAH LAOOOOOOO!

And I made an effort to ask Bingxi's for the tutorial answers, 'cos I was so lazy to do it last night.

I'm very angry at myself lahhhhhhh ! :(
I better stop skipping lessons! I HAVE TO & I MUST!

For now, byebye! :)

Weekends had past, very beautifully indeed.



On Friday, we had a test on Market Research. All felt relieved after the test :) Good thing is, I was paid on that day. Davin pass the money to me in school, as I wasn't able to make it to the training the day before. $_$ Faizah suggested to go catch the sale at Expo. John Little sale & Sitex fair.

At John Little sale, we walked around like a bunch of aunties! Looking out for cheap stuffs. Walk around and bought a couple of stuffs. Lunch at Burger King! And walk around again at Sitex fair. Bought the silicon casing for my Ipod! :) 3 for $10! How to resist?! HAHAHA.


As the college says it all, the girls headed down to ECP for a little picnic for Saihah's belated birthday. Fun, fun, fun! My second attempt for roller blading. The first was a few months back, or rather last year end. I'm looking forward to another blading session! Nice sports! :D By the time the guys came to join us, we went cycling, from ECP to Bedok Jetty. And back, to the other side of ECP's jetty. Steamboat dinner for YanZheng's belated birthday celebration aftermath.

Nice weekend! All back to the books once again. Never ending workload! I'm looking forward to the 2 weeks break, starting from 17th of Decemeber. YAY!!! :)